So quetiapine I’ve been taking you for 2 weeks now in different doses. Started at 50mg now on 100mg and well? I don’t know? I don’t feel anything? Yes I’m like a walking zombie most of the time but I don’t feel anything. Nothing seems to give me any pleasure. I feel like I’m just floating. I’m more ratty and irritable than ever before that’s true and everything is an effort. Even holding a conversation, even eating it’s just an effort. I notice noises more than before and they annoy the shit out of me. I’ve just got nothing to say about anything. My humour has gone as well. Things that used to make me laugh and smile are just well annoying! I can relate to Stephen fry who has chosen to be bipolar without the medication and I think I agree? Maybe lithium might work better? I don’t know? I don’t really know what I want at the moment? But I know for certain it’s not like this! I feel like I’m on pause. Help?????